i saw a beggar who was drawing
and didn’t pretend to be selling the drawings
there was no pathetic pose
please buy my art be my saviors
or go to hell you bloody polite society
he was simply begging with his hat laid on the pavement
the poor devil
what can you do it happens
it might be me or some neighbor the next day
he didn’t drown himself in whining
whatever fell in the hat was good that’s all
who cares about pride
and for the time to pass on some piece of paper
he scribbled with a pencil just this and that
some faces i think or something else maybe
just like that like a dog that sniffs absent-mindedly
it might be that he was taking some notes
or he might have talked to someone
such things are rarely noticed
poverty is a terrible crime
it turns you into an animal the human crumbles away
becomes incapable of normal behavior
miserably shrunk
oppressed by the sun by the air
but this guy hats off for this guy
he was drawing there like a smart kid
left to its boredom somewhere
i believe that’s what good ol’ seneca
meant in his firmness of the wise
such unconscious gestures of personal freedom
are actually priceless and i think to myself
that the whole war with the devil
will be won by them altogether unknowingly at that