evening
mist presses against my window
it whimpers knocking on the glass
it asks to be let in just for a while
then it promises to leave
but it can’t fool me
I keep the door closed I am afraid
that it’ll melt from the warmth and
it’ll start telling me its story
(that’s what I usually do too
if I feel even a bit of human sympathy)
I can’t listen to the stories anymore I can’t
pile past upon my own past
add sorrow to my sorrows
and suffer from a stranger’s wound
I can’t wrap in ever more mist
the already so unclear (hidden under the mask
of countless stories) visage of my life